So many prayers were offered, so many tears shed, but I had to hold onto to that small amount of faith that what was promised me in a blessing would come to pass.
Believe me, that bit of faith I had was dwindling very low...but faith the size of a mustard seed can move mountains...and it did.
We had our BIG ultrasound today...
SO AMAZING!
We spent a whole hour getting to know every inch of our little GIRL!
My heart is so full right now. We have the privilege to be the parents of the two most loved, most prayed for, most adored little girls.
Here she is...already mastering the Hollywood "over the shoulder pose."
This is our favorite! She totally turned toward us just to say hi!
This little lady had us all fooled. Jared and I were sure we were carrying a little boy, but all along Bella would tell us "it's a little sister."
I have been feeling her move for about a week and a half now. At first I wasn't quite sure that was what it was but today at our appointment every time she moved on the screen I would feel it.
Wow this is really happening for us!
For the past 4 months I have been protecting my heart...feeling so afraid that something would go wrong. I feared that after all this...after how far we'd come...I still...in the end..wouldn't get my hearts deepest desire.
I have come to learn that the emotions and fears I have felt while pregnant are the same emotions and fears I felt while adopting Isabella.
I am truly humbled.
And honored to be able to experience becoming a mother both ways...and I cannot wait for this little girl to make her grand entrance...because then I can tell the world that it does not matter how your children come...they will come...and they are YOURS.
My girls will probably look as different as can be...Bella with her beautiful brown skin and dark hair...this baby girl will most likely be blond with blue eyes(Kunz genes are pretty dominant) and I couldn't be more thrilled with the beautiful rainbow of color that is my family.
They are sisters...we are a family, and have been long before we ever came to earth.
God truly does have an amazing way of giving you every desire of your heart.

13 comments:
Congrats!! We are obviously biased, but think having girls is awesome! Just think...matching dresses, beauty parlor, tea parties, etc. It's awesome they can share and play together!! Keep the faith; April will be here before you know it!
Yea for girls!!! That is so exciting!!
Congratulations! I'm so happy for you and that you have been blessed to have both experiences. I love reading your insight. You're awesome Holly!
Oh wow!! 2 girls!! ;) CONGRATULATIONS sweetie...you deserve such happiness because you are an amazing person....and a great example of faith and strength! I am so happy for you and your beautiful growing family! I am truly touched by your words and what a great MOMMY you are!!! ;)
What an amazing and beautiful blessing this is to your sweet family. Congrats on having a girl. I bet you are soooo excited. can't wait to meet her. Isabella will love being a big sister and you look gorgeous pregnant...
luv ya lots
Yay Holly! I'm so so happy for you guys.
Fun! I can't wait to meet her!
Awwww...those ultrasounds are precious! Girls are so fun and I'm glad Bella will have a little sister!
I got all teary when I read this. I am sooooo happy for you. I just want to hug you. Congratulations on the pregnancy and I am excited for you to have a girl!
Holly, Congratulations! Girls are so fun! We're so happy for you guys!
YAY a girl! I want to know how to get one of those for my next one!!!
Yeah for the girls! How does Bella feel about the new addition?
Don't you LOVE it when you can feel them move?!!
That is my most favorite feeling in the whole world! I'm really happy that you get to experience it!!
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